The "B-word".

So just about every girl has been called or felt like the derogatory word for a female dog. I know i have experienced both. So many people say it, it's kinda normal as you get older. I know i've deffinetly been called one for my reactions to small things. That's just how i am. I get scared of losing someone so i end up pushing them away if they make the slightest mistake. Therefore, I've felt like the "B-word." Most people asosciate that word with a girl who doesn't care about anyone but herself or is mean to everyone. I asosciate it with being ill all the time and cussing people out for the little things. I will fight someone in a split second if they say the wrong thing to me or about my friends. I've got a strong attitude and i refuse to let anyone walk all over me. I feel if i just forgive and forget about the way somebody treats me that they will continue to do it and just expect me to get over it. So i hold grudges and i'll eventually forgive but i won't ever forget. If i get mad at you over something stupid, i'll usually forgive if you apologize and mean it. I won't allow someone to screw me over constantly, i've learned my lessons. Once a liar, always a liar; Once a cheater, always a cheater; Once a backstabber, always a backstabber; Once a trifling hoe; always a trifling hoe. People don't entirely change. So yeah i can be the "B-word" and i can beat your "A-word" if you really, really "P-word" me off. I feel like i can have the worst attitude and say the most hateful words when i'm mad but i truly have a big heart. I'll never make fun of someone who has never did me wrong and i'll never talk crap to or start a fight with someone who doesn't deserve it; that's just who i am. My pride may take the best of me, that's just the person i am.