"I don't just wanna make love,



I wanna make love last."




Saturday, November 27, 2010

"Damn! It feels good to be me." -Uncle Kracker. (:

So that's the song i am listening to at this very moment. It pretty much describes my life at this point. Everything's falling together. Yeah, My parents are over-protective and CAN be tyrants but can anyone say any different about their parents? My Boyfriend is ah-mazinggg. Everygirl wants that guy that treats them like a princess and the one that constantly tells her he loves her. I got my prince. Things couldn't go better. We fight like cats and dogs but i feel like it's because we are so much alike and the same things bother us. He gets jealous easy and so do i. I don't mean to make it sound like double standards but i guess i just know i'm not capable of cheating on him and you never know with guys. I mean i trust him but girls can be trifiling, sneaky hoes. Other than that, We're perfect. Family is wonderful, well the ones who include me as part of the family. That's always been a problem since i was little. School's "ight". All A's for the first time since kindergarten. Friends, i'm learning who to trust. It's hard but i mean it's getting easier to tell who's real and who's fake. Alot of boydrama has been eliminated for the simple fact, my boyfriend's loyal and no girl has had the nerve to mess with him. So my life's pretty grand. Only thing that would make it better is having my license but i gotta wait until June 14th even though i turn sixteen in January. That blows but oh well. Nothing's really on my mind so yeah, hitcha up later. (:

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Falling into place;

Seven months, 1 week and 5 days ago i started dating Dustin Grant. It's unbeleivable that it has been that long ago. Things have been rocky but we pushed through. Really, He's became the center of my life, my bestfriend, my rock, shoulder to cry on, secretkeeper and the one i run to with every problem. He's the ideal boyfriend. He puts up with me at my worst and can put a smile on my face with the simplest words or actions. It's amazing, at fifteen i'm ready to sign the rest of my life away to him. He's just that wonderful. We're just alike. He can be hateful and emotional when his feelings get hurt and so can i. My family loves him and he's really accepted. He's made me feel loved and appreciated and not just a piece of ass. I can't ever let him go even though when we get in really big fights, i try to pretend i could. I spend time with him almost every single day and run to meet him after my classes at school. It makes me sad that he is graduating but i can't change that. He finally got another job and so far, so good. I don't like having to coordinate when i want to see him because i never want him to leave but that's life, gotta get over it. Today was Thanksgiving and it went alright, i guess. He didn't get to eat with my family when everyone was here but he did come. We were suppose to go with my aunt to my other aunt's house to spend time with my cousin Justin and the rest of my family but at last minute, Mom changed her mind because my little brother and sister threw a fit... Figures.. Of course i threw a fit, like i've been raised to do. Big fight with parents so me and Dust sat in his car for an hour like we always do when i get in a fight with my parents and he's there. He's really seen them at their worst but he hasn't left. He's soooo sweet. I would not be no where as happy now if i didn't have him. I honestly beleive we will make it forever

"I'll take off my halo,
If you take off your wings.
You don't have to be invincible,
'Cause i sure ain't no saint.
You'll always be my angel,
No matter what you do.
You take me to Heaven,
Just by being you.
-Steel Magnolia.