freshman year;

Tomorrow will be my last school day as a freshman. It hasn't been amazing but it's been good. the heartbreaks and relentless drama kept me awake. I've cried alot and laughed alot too. I've finally been able to pick out the REAL friends that i can rely on. i've learned that i can't fix everyone's problems and i can't make everyone happy. i've learned that no mattter how nice you are to someone, they will take advantage of you. i've learned to stop putting my heart on the line in less than a week. i've learned that i have alot of friends and even less close friends. i've learned that you are not going to have the same number and same people as your bestfriends that you had in kindergarten. people change and so do their motives. you can't live trying to figure everyone out and worry about problems that don't concern you. my teachers were pretty cool. lucky me, i never had a really mean one that was set out to get me. haha. i'm going to miss going down mr.hasty and mr.long's hallway. Over all, through the boring classes and headaches, i made it. i hope sophmore year is better and i can continue to keep my happiness. summer is coming and i'm ready for it. i plan on losing wwight this summer, as i said in the last blog. wish me luck. goodbye freshmen year, hellooo summer. i hope you have a great summer. (: -L.E.

helloooo friday.

i am so glad it's friday as everyone else is. i'm sick of school but i know i'm going to miss my freshmen year. i feel releived and sad at the same time. i won't have mr.long's class everyday like i did this year for world history and freshmen seminar. i really hate that because i won't get to have a talk everyday before class. he's my favorite teacher and i really hope he doesn't leave before i graduate. my bestfriend Amber may leave next year for art school or her 11th grade year. that's going to suck, i will miss her like crazy. she's coming to my house this weekend. it's been a really long time since she has stayed at my crib. lol. well, i don't have much else to say. school ends Thursday and i'm so ready.

Finally;

I haven't wrote a blog in quite a while so here i am. My life has been going great so far. The drama is starting to fade and i finally know who my real friends are. I've had a good boyfriend since April 13th, 2010. Almost two months ago, it's going pretty well. I think I may have that relationship that's going to last for a while, i surely hope so anyway. My family is doing alright and the money problems seem to be getting better. I feel a lot more cheerful lately, probably due to the meager amount of stress and having Dustin to talk about things to. I've finally got the list of bestfriends shortened to enough that i know for certain i can trust. Those beautiful girls would be Courtney Stegall, Storie Outland, Kristen Martin, Amber Latham, Katie Holloman and Blake Lassiter. Since I have a boyfriend, I don't really run to many boys with my issues anymore.

Friday night, My parents were going to a party and DJ, it was a grad party for one of their friends' son. Alot of older teenagers were there but i didn't want to go. The previous plan was for me and Dustin to watch movies at my house and my siblings were going to my nanny's. Well, because of past reasons which i will not publicly display, my mom changed her mind about trusting us at the house alone and decided we had to go to that party. i threw a fit, as would any spoiled brat would do and it pretty much ruined the night. Dustin went home, me and mom talked and that was that. Mom let me go to Dustin's house Saturday and Sunday, We went to the lake. It was fun. My parents, siblings and Dustin went to my aunt's house and stayed the night. we got terrible sunburn. We rode the boat alot and Dustin can't swim so i had to swim alone or with my little sister, Hannah. I only have the rest of this week and next week until Thursday of school. I'm ready for it to end. I really can't beleive that Freshman year ended that quickly. Next school year (only three months away), I will be a sophmore. Hopefully, I will lose weight this summer. i honestly beleive that if i dropped twenty pounds i would be a much happier person. I just need motivation. Over all, my life is great and the people in it are amazing. God has Truly blessed me.