busy bee ;)

well, sorry for taking so long to write again. i've been a little busy. more drama, heartbreaks, bullsht and the normal teenage problems. i'm single. been that way for a while now. i'm oddly okay with that. the picture above is of my dog, simon, after i gave him a bath sunday. :) that was a boring and rather dissapointing day all because of a guy, imagine that. all i did was watch movies and hang out with my cousins, so it ended up not being too bad.

school is eh, well school. not very fun or exciting. dramatic and i resembles hell but not exciting. i love my friends, my hilarious, sometimes stupid, considerate friends. the picture below is me, dylan and jordan. i've know jordan since kindergarten. i have some crazy memories with that lil' boy. :) i've known dylan since middle school. i love him to death. he's honest and a little too cocky but he's hilarious. i just got done helping hannah and nick with homework. oh joy. these kids drive me insane and they're the perfect birthcontrol fer' sho :) BUT i still love them to death.
i gotta clean house and fold clothes so i'll post again soon.

byeee :)

-lauren.elizabeth.drewette.<3 span <>

"bestfriends are there, even when the rest of the world walks out"

"be who you are because keep in mind that the people who mind don't matter and the people that matter don't mind"

-anonymous

find out who you're friends are;

That's Courtney Dawn Stegall.

:)

i looove her.

i'm home with my bestfriend courtney. sorry, i didn't write when i got home. i just simply forgot. the rest of my day went okay yesterday other than seeing my "old bestfriend" hug my ex-boyfriend, the one i'm still on love with. it hurts because she couldn't stand him when we dated, always talking pure crap about him. she said some ugly things to me after i asked her why she hugged him so we're not really friends anymore. i can't trust her so it's probably for the best. i will get over it. now it's saturday, courtney and i haven't done much. last night we watched "The Orphan". it's really creepy and i jumped many times. today we rode around the fields on my momma's yellow chevy cobalt, jamming to music. we're cool like that. :) we're back at home now and we're hopefully going to a party later. i'm glad me and her are close again. we've been through everything but we're great BESTfriends now. i guess i'm going to fix lunch.

+oh yeah, "find out who you're friends are" is a song by tracey lawrence. it's so true.

-lauren.<33

school; woo hoo :)

well well well... i'm in remediation. it's suppose to be time for us to study but there's nothing to study so this is basicly what i do in here. it's a boring day so far. Me, Sam and lindsey are just looking up random things on the internet.

it's kind of funny how lindsey and i ended up bestfriends, considering we got into a fist fight in 7th grade. it was just a bunch of stupid childish drama that most everyone goes through in middle school. i've realized to befriends everyone and trust none. I trust way to easy so i have decided to trust very few. i also forgive way too easily. it's shocking how many girls are so crazy over guys that they sacrifice a friendship for the guy. well the bell's about to ring and that sends me to health so this is about it :) i'll probably post another blog when i get home, just to vent about how the rest of my day went. goodbye, and have a nice day :)
-lauren.<3

here we go;

i'm a normal teenager with normal problems. i'm an emotional person, and that's mostly the reason why i created this blog. i want to get my feelings out healthily and become a stronger person. i've let stupid guys bring me and my self esteem down. i consider my self over weight and i continuosly think to myself how ugly i see myself as. my feelings have reason. I'm not sure of all of them but i intend to find out. i don't blow up or cry over nothing. they may be small things but they aren't nothing. i'm constantly getting taken advantage of and i try to hard to make other people happy, often sacrificing my own happiness. Family and Bestfriends are a huge part of my life and I can't picture a life worth living without them. i love to dream. it's honestly the best thing i can do. i will probably sound childish, i really don't care, but i love this song called "butterfly" by miley & billy ray cyrus. One of the lyrics says "you can't go far but you can always dream". you should aways dream big. even when life is at it's absolute worst. dreams help provide hope. God is my inspiration, leader, father and everything i need in life. i'm very thankful for my blessings and i am by far not the best christian i can be but i try. i have alot more to say but since this is my first blog i'm not going to keep going on and on. but you can bet i will be back.

-lauren elizabeth drewette.<3